Save me - Sonam Tenzin(ST)

 Save me!! 

I'm losing myself to the whirlpool of wine 

Where I see no friends to hold

Nor do I see any hopes to stop

I'm drowning and simply drowning in it

I held high the glasses for cheers

And sipped every drop to find it so dear

But did i not know the future was bleak

Until the wine took me to its bottom

Save me!!! 

I have shouted enough of my heart out

That my voice has become no longer a voice

And now i have learned enough from it

That no one would hear me when wine fathomed 

What would I find at its depth ?

It will be dark and never a pleasant one

For it was just too bad to begin with

And the end seems much worse than the beginning 

Save me!!! 

I don't want to touch it anymore 

I said it to myself over hundreds of time

I try not to look nor think about it

But will temptations ever fail to kill me?

Someday, i wish i can win this war

And not die drowning in it fully

But I'm afraid that I'm hitting the bottom already 

For the old habits surely die hard

Save me...Save me!!!

~eleven( ST)